I never thought I was capable of something like that.’ ‘I would have been willing to take it all again and even lick the soles of your feet after...wards but you weren’t there when I needed you. I spent weeks hoping you’d come for me but it’s too late now, I don’t love you anymore.’ I hoped those last words stung. I knew what they felt like all too well. ‘Please don’t say that Darling, I need you,’ she gasped, falling to her knees as if I’d kicked her in the gut, ‘I’ll do anything. I mean it,. I'm not that dumb - blond as I may be now. I wouldn't givevoice to that sort of question because the Universe always takes it as achallenge. Great.The adhesive has now not only failed on both of my breast forms but it'seaten away at them too much. They don't fit and they look awful. Mychest doesn't look too good either. And I feel sick.Day 350:Ugly. Ugly! I'm an ugly mess. My chest looks awful! My skin is ugly!Day 353:What a rotten day. The news has been all bad today. Shit, I hate. I was wrong. Going into that church naked scared the fuck out of me. If Beth hadn't been holding my hand I could not have done it. Could not. Almost didn't anyway. Rev. Johnson's sermon just made me feel more like satan's spawn. I wasn't entirely sure, but I had the sneaking suspicion that Beth likely saved my life that day. It was an unnerving idea that I didn't like any more than any other idea I'd had that day.I realized that I was still staring at my clothes and decided on a course of. Nice picture and I pinched each just for the pleasure of seeing Beck squirm and try not to get away. I made a call on my cell phone and told the next cock to fuck my bitch she was ready. As I hung up the front door opened and two nice looking guys walked in with the biggest shit eating grins I have ever seen. Both went right over to Beck and pulled out their cocks and took turns gagging my fuck bitch. The surprise for Beck was the size as both grew to over 8” and the one on the left was nice.