But you didn’t and you don’t. She had to make a decision, and she probably made the right one. You’ll have plenty of time to have babies that yo...u want to make.”She was sounding more and more like Stephanie, who had told me I’d have kids with Jennifer.“That doesn’t make it easier,” I sighed.“No, but stop blaming yourself. She tricked you, then she decided what to do for her own reasons. You won’t get over it until you stop blaming yourself. And quit being selfish and thinking only of. "I can't believe this is happening," I told her."I can," she replied. "After watching you last night...I can." It's starting!" Austin interrupted. I turned toward the TV, and theprogram began with an intro to Josh's concert "with special guest, SarahCarerra."It then cut to a scene of Josh. It looked like a studio backdrop. It hadto have been recorded before the concert. He welcomed everyone to theconcert presentation, spoke for a moment on what to expect, and then didsomething totally. And I guess we both agree that mostguys would not be caught dead in a prom gown. Unlessthat boy was you." Well, Tammy, if you don't want to wear my Easterdress, Janet has a gown upstairs in her room that shewore last year when she was a bridesmaid. I'm goingto put you in it and have you pretend you are going tobe in a wedding! Every girl dreams of her wedding,but you will start as a bridesmaid!A short time later, Tammy was back at the full-lengthmirror, again wearing the white high heels, as. I caught Cindy’s eye and shook my head so she’d keep quiet. The job didn’t need to be sold further.Tara finally asked, “How do you know this?”I said with care, “We met today and a few confidences were exchanged. He is Cindy’s fiancé, as you know.”Nancy didn’t know that and spoke up. “And this would be all right with you, Cindy?”With those words, I knew Nancy was on board with the idea.Cindy nodded, “Absolutely. Our mouths are sealed about any of this.” She giggled, “What happens at the golf.