You're acting outbecause you're nervous. Because this is such a big step up from anythingyou've done before. I understand it and that's why I was wil...ling to letyou whine and complain a little.After all, I know you so well. I saw your eyes light up when I unveiledyour outfit to you. I heard you suck in a little breath when you pulledthe filly panties up over your little clitty. I noticed how quickly youscampered over to the makeup stool. I felt the goosebumps on your skin asI laced you up tight. – o – o – o – o – o – Feeling the call of nature, Alicia slowly extricated herself from Jonathan and hurried to the bathroom. While she was there, she decided to take a shower and turned on the water so that it could get hot. Before the water even became warm, she looked up to see him standing in the doorway just watching. ‘Oh, I hate for you to see me looking like this – sitting on the toilet – and my hair going every which a way and no makeup……..’ ‘Alicia, how many times do I have to tell. I didnt want that. I was crying at this point. But youre a woman now. Your so full or hormones you are going to have the urges that a woman has, probably more severe since you they are so concentrated and the dose is so high. But it was like I couldnt control myself, and now I just cant get he release I could as a man. Well youll have to get use to the urges. Like I said, youll think, feel, and want like a woman wants. Do women really want it this bad. I cant believe it. How bad is it? Its bad.. I told them I was going into the state police and needed to be able to track people. Boy, did that change what they taught me! Nobody caught me sleeping ever again. They taught me to look at nothing and see everything. That was damned hard. I couldn't do it until they slipped me some peyote. After a while it became a habit. Whenever I walked into a place I saw all of it. They had me start drawing--sketching to put down what I'd seen.The winter before I graduated I bought a Glock G31, .357.