When she saw me she said ” In the night you came to my room through the verandah staircase. I will keep the staircase door unbolted. But take care s...o that none sees you”. I said “Ok”.That night when I went to the open terrace for sleeping, I did not go to sleep but kept myself awake and I was watching the other persons lying on the terrace including my father. After some time, I think it was about 11.00 PM, all were fast asleep. I slowly got up and sat in my bed and watched others. No one was. She rose up with his unrelenting tugging of her delicate buds, wincing and keeping her eyes downcast. It was an awkward rise up, having no arms to balance with. But she made it, sighing a tiny bit when he released his crushing grip on her nipples and he began unlocking her collar.She stood there as he went to the wall and ran his hands over the canes, whips and belts. Internally she sighed in relief, when he took the riding crop of the wall. ‘No cane, thank god.’ She thought.But then she bit. I discovered a bayonet blade in the throat the best way to dispatch them as they lay floundering on the ground. I fully admit this was not a very noble action for an officer and a gentleman to commit. However, I did it for the men in the ranks, and not merely to assuage my blood lust, besides which I am of yeoman stock and as such do not possess those finer feelings reserved for ‘gentry’.The men of the battalion had suffered most grievously at the hands of cuirassiers at Quatre Bras, and this. What the hell does that even mean? So, I touched her lips with mine.We melted into each other’s arms. This kiss felt different from any kiss I have previously given or received from any girl ... including Jennifer Combs.It felt like a lightning bolt went through me, lasting forever. I know that makes no sense, but it felt so wonderful, and it seemed so wrong. I started to push her away ... she resisted, more than I had expected.“What’s wrong? That was very nice, Big Brother. Did you feel that?.