That’s exactly what I want. And if I were to submit to a stunning beauty like you, I would consider myself very fortunate.”Vivian emitted an amuse...d, throaty chuckle as she placed her elbow on the table and set her chin in the palm of her hand. “Well, you certainly have a way with words.” She stared at him for a few seconds with pursed lips, a decision being weighed in her mind. Once she was satisfied, she leaned back in her chair, raised her arm and flagged down their waiter. “We have much to. What it like. Whats what like baby? Her momma asked. Being with a boy and making love to him and. Her voice trailed off. And what, Charli? Gloria pressed. Losing your cherry. Ooohh. You starting to think about that are you? Gloria asked hugging her a little tighter. Some of the girls from school say it hurts like hell. Charli fretted. Well, I guess with some girls with an inexperienced lover that would be true. But if a guy really knows what hes doing and he knows that your afraid that itll. Um ... I’ll check with Jan and see what time we’re leaving and let you know. See you later.” I headed home and called Jan to see if I could convince him to get a date to go miniature golfing Saturday. We hadn’t already planned anything.Jan never had a steady girlfriend. In fact, we sometimes dated the same girl on different weekends. I hadn’t had a steady girlfriend since Jessie moved away and that had been well over a year ago. But Jan was popular and could always call someone up to go out.. I nodded again. “I think so. I’m pretty sure. We held hands once. She never does that.” My tone came across as slightly flustered.“Remember how I told you that casual sex makes you feel less?” he asked. I nodded. “Then I’ll ask you again. Do you feel an emotional connection?” It must have taken guts for the drama teacher to ask the freshman about his sex life. “I ... think so.” I answered slowly. “What, are you gonna condone my sex life as long as it has some kind of connection?”“Well, I don’t.