Sitting there alone, I was feeling guilty about the way I treated Mark. My mind started rationalizing how I could do the “date” but nothing else. ...I cleaned up the dishes and went to bed.Mark woke me sliding into bed cuddling up with me. “I’m sorry honey, I will tell Will we are not doing that.”“I wouldn’t have to do anything I didn’t want to, right?” I asked in a whisper.“No, of course not.”“And if I say it ends, the night ends no questions asked.”“Again, of course.”“And you want to do this,. All three women had lots of beads but Jeena had hands down the most. This was because she would up the ante by offering to show her ass for more or better beads. She got plenty of takers on that since she was the only one I saw showing that much. By midnight the men north of 35 th outnumbered the women by about 30 to one. Also groping became more popular than looking among the crowds of mostly college age guys. Any time a woman lifted, lowered, or unzipped her top, she was descended upon by. We both Share a same bed but I never felt excited to sleep with him until then, that night I wore a tight track pant without panty and a sleeveless t-shirt which makes my chest look even bigger. And waited for him anxiously. But he didn’t come that night. I didn’t sleep the whole night waiting for him. The next day I got up started getting ready for college I showered and came out wearing just a towel that barely covered my thighs, he was there sitting in the bed working on his laptop.I wished. But no more of that. I got a great job, a man in my life that is ditching his wife and marrying me. I tried to brush you away and block out those 4 disgusting years of my life. I never did give you a farewell because I knew you would try to find me no matter where I went. I didn't return your calls because I got sick and tired of your voice on that answering machine and I just punched 'delete' to those messages when your voice came out. I didn't even bother to hear another word from you. I just.