Strangely enough, this time I don’t feel bad. In fact, I’m pretty sure I’ll be fantasizing about today for the rest of my life. It could have so...mething to do with the fact that I’ll never have the cojones to ever do it again. Or, perhaps it’s because I wreaked havoc tonight with the leather and bondage I’m not usually brave enough to watch someone else do, let alone try it myself. That, and the way she orgasmed. Again and again and again. What, might you ask, was so horrible that shattered my. She had had some UTI issues in the past. I didnt know if there was a Mr. Quinn or not, it never came up. Fine, Doctor, was her reply. I was surprised to see her sitting on the exam table in a gown. You arent running a fever and your vital signs seem fine. How can I help you, I asked while glancing at her chart. I looked up to see her smiling at me as she slowly splayed her gown wide open, her completely nude body displayed for me to see. My jaw hit the floor and my eyes bugged out as I saw her. The tone in her voice made the double meaning of her question so clear.“That sounds good.” I said it in a soft reassuring tone. “I won’t be too late.”My day was usual. I went to work, and I hung out at my best friend’s house doing pretty much nothing. He was a little surprised though when I went to leave at about 11 o’clock on a Friday night. I explained it was a slow night anyways and I was rather tired. He understood. It had been a rather boring night.When I got home, my mom was once again. "That was quick. "Good. It'll be worth it. After all, if I had been comparing every woman to Alicia, I wouldn't have gone out with Tina."Sharon snorted. "You wouldn't have gone out with Tina if I hadn't pushed you." Fine," I said, reacting more to Sharon's tone than her words, "You get my point."More silence."Okay," Sharon said, though her voice didn't carry much conviction."So," I said, "if you don't compare the guy to Allen, what are you looking for?" I guess someone like you," Sharon.