" Are you guessing, or do you know something you're not telling me?" I'm guessing. I'm waiting for Uncle Harry's call. He's at the hospital." I unders...tand. I need a favor, Sherry. Are you still at your uncle's house?" Yes, I live here." Are your guests still there?" Some of them. Most of them." Considering the possibility that I might be arrested and prosecuted for assault, would you hand out pads of paper and ask any witnesses if they would write down what they saw and heard."Mother gasped,. This is where my life took a dramatic turn.The diagnosis was borderline psychotic. I was prescribed Risperadol. My Mom decided to retire and homeschool me. Things went very well for a few years. I was less anxious and engulfed by my moms love.Soon after I turned 12, came another blow to my life. It was a sunny June morning. I awoke and headed into the kitchen for breakfast. Strangely, my mom was not sitting at the table sipping her cup of coffee. I called out, "Mommy?" A harsh silence filled. "You're getting carried away again." He said."Your right, 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10". I joked counting as though I was calming myself down. We could hear the girls laughing and talking in the kitchen."Sounds like they are having a good time fixing one cup of coffee." I said jokingly."They had to make a pot." He said."How do you like married life? It's been less than a week for me but I love it." I said."That is great, Congratulations again. Now you can set back and lead a normal boring life." He. But about a week before they were due to arrive, Eleanor phoned Shirley to tell her that her father had died. I asked her if she wanted to go to the funeral but she was adamant that she would not be that kind of hypocrite. Besides she did not feel she could sit through a church service conducted by that clergyman and hear him praise her father for his devotion to God and the church.Ginny who had also been told about her grandfather's death was in on this discussion. She had looked at her mum.