What drove me completely mad was I would go to my room play with my clit for hours on end. I would not fantasize about Kevin. I certainly did not dr...eam about THEM. I was blank. There were no knights in shining armour, no heroes in my mind’s eye. Those nights with Kevin, it was like HE flicked a switch and my body reacted, but I just couldn’t SHARE it with him. It was like a compulsion: straight to my room, lock the door, kill the lights, lie on my back, close my eyes, and let the darkness. She grabbed my arm when we went for dinner several times to keep her balance.At dinner, conversations went on about the ex, shopping and life, and the waiter presented their feature dessert drink coffee tequila. This happened to be her favourite drink, and I was surprised when she ordered 2 and killed them both and ordered another 2. Combine that with her bottle of wine during dinner, she was animated.We went back to the room where I had intended to work on my laptop, and catch up after the day. I was hot for you as soon as I saw you in Fletcher’s office—and for Denise, too. It’s not only how you look; the two of you are not only just gorgeous, you’re also both such wonderful people and the way you cared for all of us when we had to strip was so incredible that I just melted inside when you touched me and kissed me. And now I have Adam, too. I had my eye on him in middle school but he was so damned shy I could never get him to say two words to me. You pushed us together yesterday. Rick grumbled a little at first, complaining that we’d have no place for the cars, but I saw Kate press her breasts against his arm while she whispered in his ear. That’s all it took, he smiled at her and pitched in with the rest of us. I was racking my brain trying to think of a way to get the kids out of the house when Dee Dee came up to me. ‘Can I talk to you for a minute, Beth?’ ‘Of course,’ I said and we stepped out of earshot. ‘Stewart has been really antsy this week and he finally.