"If I cut my clit off for you, it's like me showing you I'm your... your masochistic cunt. With my own pain and humiliation, instead of my pleasure. Y...ou want to... you want to know that I want your pain, that I want to feel vulnerable and degraded. So what better way to do that than to give up my pleasure to you entirely. Right?" Yes, very good." For a moment I wonder if he's actually going to stand up and clap for a job well done, a test passed or something, but he's still just as laid back as. When I arrive home, I lock the door and make sure the blinds are pulled down. I don't want to be disturbed once I start. As I pass by the full length mirror on the way to the bathroom, I have to stop to check out how nature is treating me. I try to take care of my body, but I have noticed some slight changes that I guess I'd better work on. I watch as I run my hands through my hair, releasing the pins holding it in place for my look in the office. I have grown my hair long because I love it. If you do happen to look in a mirror over the next few days andsee Tanya looking back, tell her to come round to my place at 7:00."As I closed the door and walked to my kitchen to get breakfast I laughedout loud. This was getting even better by the minute, I'd often seengirls out together when I was out and about and could only imagine whatthey got up to. Now I was going to find out.But what I did know that I needed to do my homework. It was one thingbeing dressed up by Nicki in the safety. Bobby came out and noticed my disappearance. He immediately saw me and dived in for the rescue. He put me and in arms and came out the water giving me air. He sprinted with me in hands into the house into his bedroom he grabbed his phone preparing to call the ambulance. Just as he was about to dial the last "1" I awoken. I was still dizzy and he was relieved. "I thought you were gone". He said. "Oh my god thank you, I knew I passed out. I just couldn't do anything about it." He mentioned that I.