There were others in the room making louder noises then R & R, so I thought I’d try to get closer to them. I quietly moved on my hands and knees to... their area, until I realized I was right next to them. In the total darkness, I could not see a thing, but could make out the sound of a sloppy blow job being done very close to me. Then I hear movement on their mattress and I wondered what was going on. But I figured out the Ron was getting on top of Rebecca. Then I heard Rebecca’ voice for. I went outside turned the A.C. on in my car and I was shaking. I was very upset. I had lost someone I loved months ago. My marriage was comfortable, but my husband just didn't treat me the way I wanted or needed. Could I get naked on the webcam again? Could I deal with this again. I knew in the end he would dump me. I had gotten my self respect back and here it was again another guy begging and hinting for free thrills to jerk off to. I went back in the house and I looked in the mirror. At 40 I. I went down on my knees and took his cock in my mouth. I tasted pre-cum and he tasted good. I sucked and stroked his big cock. Tim was moaning. Soon he had his hands behind my head as he pushed me down harder on his cock wanting me to take all of it in my mouth. I do not gag easily and have learnt to take some real big cocks in my mouth. I must have impressed Tim as he kept pushing and face fucking me. He wanted to cum in my mouth and I knew that, and soon he did with a really large load. I. They talked regularly and went out on occasion together. Now she was standing in front of me she was usually indifferent to me but here she stood she asked me if I was headed home. ”off course” I replied she tried to invite me to go some stuff with her instead a movie, go with her to get an oil change ECT. It seemed strange all of the sudden having her asking for me to go do things with her and although she is an attractive woman I only have eyes for my wife. I politely declined and continued.