The problem with me is that, if someone speaks two loving sentences to me, I run behind him in sheer hope that he’s the Dream Man I’ve been lookin...g for for years! I’m starving, starving for love since my childhood, and I forget everything in one’s sweet-sweet talk that a married man never loves you the way he loves his wife and kids. To him, they are his first priority, not me. I am the mere tool for him to satisfy desires which his wife can’t. One of the profiles on a dating site reads, “I. Oh, boy! She slipped out the door, and I resumed my post on the chair. The kids on the bed abruptly froze. Evidently, they had heard Susan at their door. The boy scampered off the bed and began hopping around pulling on his pants, while the girl, panic stricken, bolted for the tiny bathroom.The boy cautiously opened the door a mere crack and peeked out to see who his visitor was. I didn't hear the brief conversation, but Susan was evidently persuasive, because the boy quickly opened the door to. I could feel my heart beating faster as they did their work and I stared into own eyes and face in the mirror and the only thought going through my head was ,"What the fuck are you doing you fucking freak?" All I could see was an average looking bloke looking like some hideous freak bitch as they carefully applied eyeliner, mascara, toner, lip gloss, curved my eyebrows and basically did the best job they could with extremely poor materials. I could feel both the ladies uneasiness as I'm sure. " So he doesn't know?" I didn't know myself until I took the self test yesterday." Any chance it was a bad test?" I retook it again this morning and it was positive again." Well I wouldn't worry until a doctor confirms it." I have an appointment at three this afternoon, but I know it is only a formality. Oh God Rob, what am I going to do? This will just kill my mother. The shame of having an unwed mother for a daughter will just kill her. Hell! It will upset my entire family." It won't be that.