You go in first, Jessica. Harry and I will follow in a minute or two after I give her her a bit more training for this stupid fight you both insist on.... You don't get out until we two have finished our swim - you ARE going to be cold by the time it's all over."And in a whisper, Gwen continued, "Of course you could always decline Harry's challenge and forget about all this nonsense and then we'd all go back to the hut for a few hours and be nice and warm."Jessica responded to this plea by moving. We stood in the bathroom and dried ourselves. Beth sprayed perfume on herself and offered the bottle to me. “Come in the bedroom and let’s relax,” she suggested.Together we turned down the covers on her king sized bed. “I’m going to show you a few things, do a few things, I know you’ll enjoy but there is a catch,” Beth told me, “you’ll have to trust me. I’m not going to do anything to you that I’m not going to do to myself. Just trust me. Okay?” “Okay,” I agreed with just a small feeling of. So much so thatbefore midnight I packed a sad and stormed off home. I had expected Jan to follow but it was in the earlyhours before she finally arrived home. In my rage I hadnot been able to sleep and had stayed in the loungewith the lights off ready to abuse her when she walkedin. I was gazing out side when I noticed to figuresstanding at out gate. They were standing very close and it was easy torecognize Jan and John but what happened next reallygot me fired up. Jan suddenly lent over closer. Like your mind accepts the blows and goes right on living. But to hear that from my mom, even if it wasn't meant as an insult, was a kick in the teeth. "Honey, no I never wanted this to happen! But there's nothing we can do about it!" she immediately protested. "What are you talking about there's nothing we can do about it!? Of course there's something that we can do about it! What are you trying to say? I'm going to be a girl my whole life? I don't think so! Don't get used to me this way.