I am thankful to you that at least you are there for me.” She said came forward she gave a kiss on my cheek and asked, “Shall we move?”I am flyi...ng in the sky. This is for the first time Maa kissed me after so many years. With joy, I went out and took the car. She came and sat in the passenger in the front. “Where shall we go Ma?”“What can I know where you are taking me. Any place which you like is O.K. for me. I thought for a while and asked: “Lover’s Park, is it O.K. for you.?” I asked. She. I have successfully auditioned for Helen's people, and I will be in sexy videos too. There are no men involved in the making of the films, only women.Justyna (she's the director) want to shoot her next film at our house, so it's all very natural. She is going to come and meet my Mum soon to discuss it. This is all MEGA exciting!"Kate?" That's Mum shouting up the stairs."Please come down for breakfast."So, in my red satin pyjama top (a gift from Helen after her filming trip to Bali) and my long. .isn't that strange, or is that typical of the transgendered?Anyway, lots more to practice.Sis was gone to work on Monday by the time I woke up. In fact the phonewoke me up. It was she calling to inform me that she had mentioned toher manager about her unemployed sister, and they offered me a job doingentry level office work over the summer, if I wanted it, as a vacationfill-in. This, of course, meant I would be working as a girl...allsummer! I replied that I'd consider it and we could. She didn't bring me off that time. I thought the risk too high and I was more than happy to oblige her, which was the pleasure I got." I often wondered if Mum's friend knew what was going on", Bronwen, "She never said anything directly but she once said to me, 'that although she didn't understand such "closeness" it certainly helped mum get through a difficult patch and I had been very helpful to keep her cheerful'." Yes, and once she told me to very careful because I was playing a "dangerous.