So did mine. There was something hurting inside him, I did not even know what it was, but I was seized by the normal human desire to ease away a perso...n’s sorrow. I was so damned tired and frustrated and disappointed of waiting forever. I wanted a hard and fast loving, of my mind, my body, of my whole sorry self. Every atom of my body was in a supreme agitation. For the first time in my life, I threw all my beliefs in the wind and silently, without taking of my eyes on him, I placed a shaking. " A steamer?" I groaned."Not quite," she laughed, "but I did come prepared."Prepared for what, I wondered. "Oh, that's OK. I brought the Four by Four." You're taking me to dinner and a dance in a TRUCK?" she asked in fake horror.Laying my hand on my chest, I asked in mock indignation, "Moi? Did you think I was so crass? Me? Of course not! I borrowed a *van*."I knew what she thought of vans... that they were thinly disguised make- out vehicles, employed mainly by the underclass... whoever they. . He said: I love chocolate... Do you...? HE GRAB ME VERY NICE FROM MY SHOULDERS AND HE HUG ME... KISSING MY EARS... GOD...! HIS BODY ESSENCE WAS SOOOO AWESOME AND DELICIOUS... LIKE CLOVES WITH CINNAMON... I FONDLED HIS HEAD AND KISS HIM ON HIS BEAUTIFUL MOUTH... WITH FRESH MINT FLAVOURED KISSES AND THE FLAVOUR OF THE CHOCOLATE IN MY MOUTH...HE STARTED GETTING HIS PANTS OFF VERY FAST AND TAKING HIS SHOES OFF WITH HIS FEET... I SAW HIM WITH HIS SHIRT AND SOME VERY NICE JOCKSTRAP... THAT FUCKING. And oh boy was I happy we were doing it; and, oh boy was I happy that I could do it. Before Glory, it had been a long while. Before her, I was sure I could, but not very sure. Now I was, very sure that is.“Good for you?” I said.“Oh my, you have no idea. I’m glad you are able to do, well, as well as you do, do,” she said.“Yeah, well, I won’t kid you, I am too,” I said.“Yes, well, I wouldn’t want you to kid me,” she said, and laughed.“So, whaddya think?” I said.“About?” she said.“About my kid.