I wondered if I would ever know.On the next holiday we were all at mom's. She also invited Mark and Linda. The two pregnant but beautiful women were s...tanding there with a glow on their faces. They both hugged and kissed me on the cheek.I felt good but in a way sad. The woman I love and the woman I could love. Both happily married and with child, maybe even my child. I had to leave the party early. I was too close to these two women. There is always a price to be paid for cheating. I was paying. For the new 'sugar at any cost' me, it was absolutely perfect. That and the bitter black coffee, which I had taught Helen to make, was the ideal new breakfast for me. After the breakfast I was on what could only have been a sugar high, if I got those kinds of feelings any more.I went from Helen's to the mall for a quick walk. Not really a quick walk, it was more like a short walk. I didn't mind cutting it short, since the really old fogies were walking around. When I lapped the same guy twice,. I was pulling her back as I was thrusting forward and you could hear wet noises coming from her overflowing pussy. She started pushing back into me.It wasn’t very long at all before she started to breath deeper and deeper. I pushed her lower back down further and started pushing pressure on her tight little ass hole with my other hand’s thumb.“Oh god!” she released a cry letting me know that she had begun her trip to the mountain top.I watched my cock slide in and out with her juices all over. Afterwards, he came home to watch the closing of the stock market. I would not see him until the afternoon. I took a cup of the streaming black caffeine to my desk and sat down at my computer. I looked down into the mug and saw my reflection looking back at me. Allowing my fingers to rest upon the keyboard, I closed my eyes for a moment as the aroma of the strong coffee drifted up my nostrils. Suddenly, words flowed across my mind, and I began to type. ‘Angie?’ Taylor’s voice sounded.