I explain to him that my wife and I had been married twenty years and that I really wanted to see her with another man. I also told him that I had bee...n my wife’s only partner and that it might be very difficult for him to pull this off. He told me that he had success in the past but that my wife would actually be the oldest woman he has ever been with at age 47. He thought that since I was the only lover my wife had ever had, that might increase his odds for success. When we arrived at his. .........The Big Little Shopping Mall has everything, and I mean everything, onemay ever want, need, desire, covet or dream of having. The mallcontains every "Doodad," "Doo Hickey," "Doo Wop," "Gadget," "Geegaw,"etc. imaginable. All that missing stuff that rained down with Allanwhen he was floating down that endless abyss is eventually matched up,recycled and ends up in the mall. It is the mall to end all malls.Before they entered the mall Allan became aware of a rather odd sight.Allan and. She said that she did it as I threw up on myself. I felt a little embarrassed. She came near me, kissed on my forehead and left.I couldn’t work in my office that day and so I went to the bar. I went home completely drunk again. My mother scolded me that day and asked me why I was doing like this. I told her all the story and hugged her tightly. She consoled me and made me sleep.This continued for a week. I lost hope in myself and thought about suicide. One day, I took a knife from the kitchen. “Holy crap, what happened in that room?!” She threw back on her panties and pants and headed for the door. “Can’t talk now, dinner time!” she said as she fled down the hallway. My mind was reeling with possibilities of what happened, and I was gonna find out one way or another.By the time I got to the table mom had already filled Aunt Lisa in on what happened, and both were stealing glances and smiling at me. I was looking at Rita and she gave me that “don’t ask in front of them” look, so I let.