I open the passenger side door and stepped in.***How far should I go back? A couple of years ago. When I was thirteen?How about when I was ten? I grew... up the youngest of five with four oldersisters. My mom worked hard to support us as we had no father aroundsince I was six. Same old story as many other people since the sixties sexual and moralrevolution. I'm sure you've heard this all before, so I won't bore youwith the details of the events or my feelings. But there were two thingsrelevant at. We will be there Saturday morning and look forward to it. Dan loves being on the water.” Saturday morning arrived and Terri and Dan arrived about 10:00 AM. We loaded up a cooler full of beer, wine and food onto the boat and headed off to find a cove to anchor in. After cruising around showing Terri and Dan some of the lake we found a good cove to drop anchor. I popped the top on a couple of beers for Dan and poured some wine for the girls and it was time to chill and enjoy the day. Being a hot,. I was brought up in a family where women had no say in the day to day functioning of the household, and no surprise that I too believed that. As time passed, Adeel got busier with the shop. The old man began to give him more responsibilities. However, he kept the final control in his hands and never let my husband take full responsibility of his business. I had nothing to complain about. Adeel was his only son and the rightful heir. Above all, I was leading a life I could never have imagined in. He needed to feel alive and for the first time i was about to make his dreams come true also , i would finally feel like the good girl he needed me to be . He barked " no more smirking" as he pushed me up against a st andrews cross , the cold wood against my hot skin shocked me , he took my arms and legs and tied me up and asked me to close my eyes while he picked the toys and impliments he wanted to use on me , i waited patiently as he picked them and brought them over to the table , he looked.