Almost eagerly she attached the rope to her cuffs as I did the spreader bar Today there was no heels nor stockings, so she stood on the cold linoleum ...floor in bare feet as I tightened that rope. This time at her request just a tad more tightly so she could move just a little less. I offered her the bone to bite but she refused saying “just for the extra 3 please master I wish to scream if you will allow me too. And so it began, roughly in the same way as the previous day 5 strokes and then a. It was Lieutenant (Ret.) Tanya Perlman. ‘I see you brought your cute buddies today.’ ‘Buddy and Bowser.’ I said. ‘How are you and little Pete doing?’ ‘Just fine.’ Tanya said. She began driving her wheelchair to a door to the right side of the room as one entered it, to the left of Todd’s desk. Going through, she drove down the hallway and stopped at an elevator, which was barely noticeable in the wall. We got on, and descended a couple of floors. Getting out, I found myself in a narrow hallway. I want him to force me to remove my clothing and kneel with my head and shoulders on the floor so that my ass is offered to him for his use.The doctors say that it is all in my head. They show me the video tapes of episodes which occurred when I was “in-house” in the treatment center. I am sitting totally still at the table. I have not removed my clothing. I am not kneeling on the floor. I am not sucking on a large penis. Nothing is happening.But they cannot explain why when I “awake”. If we do, then the situation with Emily and Brenda will get itself sorted out. If we don't get those things decided, then there won't be a family for all of us to decide to go back to. Joyce is the foundation of our family. Without her, everything will need to be different." When will you decide about that?" I won't be the one deciding about that. Joyce will make that decision. She knows what needs to change if we're going to be together again. Right now, she doesn't accept it, but she.