The nextthree weeks I needed to confirm some feelings. Therefore I wanted toexperiment. I needed to be with a woman. To see how loving and beingloved ...as a woman was different. I realized also as difficult as it may beI had to try sex with a man, to be penetrated. I clearly enjoyed the toyplay Sunday. The research I'd found indicated that my gender change couldalter my orientation.The thought brought me anxiety. Some strange man could be problematic.How would I find and offer myself to such a. I also painted their faces which were the only real things showing above their robes. It took another three hours to finish Linda and she was a very stunning living bouquet. I purposely didn’t place a flower directly over each nipple, but offset them so that it made it harder to see where they were.Finally the three girls were done, robed and we gathered back out together. Babs had completed the guys about an hour earlier. She was the one that taught me how to airbrush and is very good and very. "I'm upstairs, Greg. So traffic was bad?" Jill asked.Greg answered while pulling off his tie, "There is a game tonight, so around the stadium was all backed up." Wow, and only 20 minutes late because of it, lucky you," Jill said as she brushed her hair at the vanity in their bedroom."It's not like I could avoid it. We've known for months I had to work late all this week," Greg argued.Jill laughed, "It sounds like you want out of your birthday present a day early?" Oh no. Not at all," Greg said. Some of those things are very important to me, because they affect who you are. I love who you are ... who you were before ... and now..."He tapered off. This wasn't going well at all. Thankfully, she sat, listening."I want you to remember some things," he said, trying again. "I think you'd want to remember them too ... I think they'd be important to you ... to us ... but at the same time, I DON'T want you to remember some of the really painful things."She sat, still, stiff. When he didn't go.