It was a Monday and my uncle was out with some business work and was supposed to return late.hence i was ordered to stay with my chachi for that day.i... was excited and had made up my mind to fuck her that day itself.i went to her house as usual at about 11o clock.she was groaning in pain with a terrible back ache.i suggested her to lay down as i applied the balm on her back.she first hesitated on my suggestion but then agreed.i took the balm and applied on her back. as i applied the bam i could. Number two, I don't have condoms, and I'm not getting u pregnant." I stopped jacking off and stood up. I think I wanted to fuck her double than how much she wanted to fuck me. But it was out of the question."If you don't fuck me," she said as I turned away, "I'll tell everyone what we did, and you'll get fired."I had no choice but to fuck her, but I didn't mind. I walked back over to her and positioned my myself on her. I punctured her virgin pussy with my 8 inch. I paused. "Man, your tight." I. "Okay, we'll do this the hard way," I said. Ashley nodded. With her still leaning on me for support, I maneuvered myself so that I could lean over and turn the water back on. It splashed out over both of us, but I didn't care if my clothes were getting wet. I could always stick them in the dryer later.Stepping into the tub, I brought Ashley in to where she could wash the shampoo out of her hair. She took a couple of seconds to work up the courage to move her arm from her chest, then reached up. I don’t want to give this illness one bit of credit for anything but it’s destructiveness in my life. I have learned there are levels of pain that I never knew or even dreamed existed. I learned how a disability changes the way people perceive you. I know what it is to be pushed past the point of giving up. A place where you pray to die and mean it. I have been humbled and humiliated. It’s horrible.While it has wreaked havoc in my life I did manage to see some good and learn a few things. It is.