I don’t,” I sighed.“No, you want to; you just don’t think you should. Or rather, the physical attraction is there, but you have real issues wi...th her.”“I guess. I’m just afraid of what will happen.”“The connection.”“Yes. I’m afraid it’s there and it will mask all the problems. It’ll make things seem like they are better than they actually are. I don’t think Jennifer and I are meant for each other.”“Will you test a theory with me, Big Brother?”“That depends on what it is, Squirt.”“I want you to. We were just in bliss. In one moment he took his hand of and spat on it. With his saliva as a lube he continued jacking me off. I was flying.Then I did something, that surprised him as much as it did me. I knelt a bit towards him, but instead of spitting on him, I just took him to my mouth. He froze, looking at me. I looked at him and said:-Well we can jack off alone, but you can't do this on your own!He laughed and closed his eyes embracing the newfound warm sensation of my mouth. -Do this and. Most alumni and current students never were privy to the secret. Only a select few Ballmon Men, as those who are privy to the secret refer to themselves, ever learn the secret. Those who know the secret are members of an elite society which is a kind of super fraternity. Membership in this particular society offers great rewards. Violating the trust by divulging club secrets is said to be severely punished. Since all club matters are secret it is not known if such a betrayal has ever occurred. . It struck me as weird that all her dancepartners were men. Even considering how close she was with the otherbridesmaids she never once danced with them.As I was putting the last of my gear away in the back of my car sheappeared from nowhere. She checked carefully before gliding in pressingher hot body against me and the kiss...oh that damn kiss. We pulled apartand she mumbled, can you wait for me, I have to say goodbye?"I nodded and grabbed a couple of drinks from the bar, the bartender.