” She said, letting go of my wrist. “Did you notice how big his hands were Lorna?”“What? Oh yes mother, I've noticed his hands before.” ...Lorna replied as she gulped the last of her drink.Your mother took our glasses and went to refill them. While your mother was in the kitchen, Lorna got up from her chair and sat next to me on the couch.“I don't know, whats got into her.” Lorna whispered. “Ever since dad died, she been different.”She was about to say more, when your mother came back in,. You could always claim, 'He dumped me because I wouldn't do it with him.'"So I let him know I was available and after he dropped Nancy he went out with me. He wasn't bad in bed; he certainly had a lot more experience than I did. Even looking back on it, he was pretty good for a seventeen year old. Later on I had some older men who weren't as good as him. He wasn't as good as Mike though, but Mike was older when I met him and we both had a lot more experience. He was another charmer was Mike,. In preparation for my return home, I went on birth control pills a couple of weeks ago. I had not made any decision about allowing my stepbrother to deflower me, but I wanted to be prepared just in case. Allowing Michael to enter me and be my 'first' had been weighing on my mind all semester long.In Chapter six, I described how we got a motel room in a nearby town, and I allowed my stepbrother to enter me, rupturing my hymen and capturing my virginity. I also described my reaction to two men. Wo meri pyar karne ki katil adao ki deewani ho chuki thi aur mujse ek pal ke liye bhi alag nahin ho rahi thi. Uski baat sunkar mein bhi bahoot emotional ho gaya aur maine usko bola ki hum bhag chalet hai. Rashmi boli ki ab bahoot late ho chuki hai ab yeh possible nahin hai, waise bhi maine hamesha tuhmari rahoongi. Rashmi boli tum jab chaho mujse milne aa sakte ho mujhe hamesha tuhmara intezar rahega aur yeh pyar bhi kam nahin hoga.Iske baad maine Rashmi ko side chair par bethne ko kaha aur.