The two embraced and giggled as soon as the door was closed behind them. Bella then retrieved the phone from its hiding place and set it on thewooden ...bedside table, so that its buzz would be audible if anyone called.The two stripped off and squeezed into the shower together; their saltybodies in need of refreshing. This was a thrill in itself for Bella, asshe had not seen another t-girl in the flesh; she had managed to find afew on the sisters' computer on the odd occasion she had found. Except I hadn't moved. The first time I'd not moved was the first time he'd feinted, something that Jorge and all the spectators understood.I asked him, "Did you see a hooker over there?" An inoffensive, little wind-up; just as a fun way of pretending that I really was winding him up."Lucky guess." Lucky guess, my ass!" yelled Ava from the cheap seats.Jorge was in no hurry, so we played faint-and-dodge again. Several times, with me always getting it right. His feints got cleverer, in that he'd. We had a little secret contest going in the gym. I would check him out and pretend not to. He would do the same. Only, sometimes our naughty eyes would cross paths, and we would try not to look at each other for a while. Well, it was too much sexual tension. There he was. A solid 15yrs older than me, but by far the sexiest man I’d seen in years. And I wanted him. And there was I….something of a muse to him, I think. A younger woman. Someone who found him worth gawking at. Well, one day, after. There are many aspects to a relationship with God. There's a tricky balance between us choosing a path and being submitted to the will of God. But at it's simplest, it's about trying to ... it's hard to express ... the glib way is to say, 'walk with Jesus', but that begs the question what that means. I'm sorry ... I'm not helping much, am I?" How did it work for you?" I don't remember saying anything. I was overwhelmed by the reality, the Presence, of God – what we call 'immanence'. I was aware.