Bill leaned up and starting kissing my neck while rubbing my pussy. He kissed me slowly down my neck to my breasts, to my stomach than finally to my s...oaking wet pussy where he started to lick me over and over. As Bill started to eat me Phil (the 19yr old) inched his way up the bed and kissed me for several moments and than took his huge penis and slowly put it next to my lips while looking at me, I opened up my mouth and he gently worked his penis into my mouth I could only get maybe 6 inches. . c'mon don't cry. They're just drunk and you're agrown man, don't let them get to you." Amanda... I can't help....a grown man in girls clothes." Hey not all girls clothes" she smiled and kissed him gently on hisforehead. "C'mon you've nearly finished your first night. Only fivemore to go now. Why don't you learn from this and be more strong.surely it can't be as bad as tonight for you." What do you mean?" I mean, that the boss wants your wife to do something more with yourhair tomorrow anyway. From time to time, Josh would run his hand up and down my back, which felt so nice. It all seemed perfectly natural and innocent.After that night, Josh would sometimes put his arm around me and pull me close to him; even when I wasn't feeling sad. I thought this was ok and that there certainly was nothing abnormal about a son and mother being close like that. One night, as I lay with my head on Josh's chest, he leaned back onto the arm of the sofa which put us in a more reclined position. My. This would lead to holes in my memory, broken chains of association, and eventual erratic operation on my part. But I was left on my own at night. Perhaps my owners at the time looked in on me in my sleep state and felt I'd already been shut down.So although I have my memories from my beginning, they didn't mean anything to me for a long time. I had only limited use for them because I had no awareness of myself. My programs automatically used them to determine if my next client was one I'd.