I was now inside the fantasy. The world around me looked just the same and the fear coursing through my veins felt just as real, but deep down, I knew... none of it was genuine. It still took a few seconds before I worked up the nerve to open the door. My beautiful neighbor stood in the doorframe. Up until that moment, I had held out hope it was not her, but deep down, I had always known is was. She now wore a bathrobe, but I could tell she was naked underneath. We stared at each other for a few. My mom was a white trash nutcase and my dad was a dirty, ignorant mexican who she married for money and so he could be legal. So with this outcome i had jet black eyes that slanted upwards and olive skin with stick straight mahogany colored hair. My sister never met her dad, but she was the pretty version of my mother, except her blonde hair were in beautiful spirals, and not shaggy and tangly, like mommys. I was always told by strangers that i was an exotic beauty, but i always thought i was. " Oh I'm all right Brigid, I just needed to... you know." I bent my middle finger a waved in front of my crotch. Brigid's face flushed red, as she understood what I meant. I said,"I haven't embarrassed you have I, after all, we all do it don't we. And I was feeling so horny, I just couldn't help myself." Brigid turned away and began to wash her hands in the basin; I stood by the one next to her. "Don't you want to know why I was so horny Brigid... well it was because of you. I'm turned on by. Normally, I didn't partake in that right. I preferred to let one of the girls claim me. "Allie," I said, while the three of us were out to dinner, "would you like to be with me tonight? Unless you had other plans for her, Mel." "No, that would be fine," the busty girl said as if we needed her permission. Allie smiled. I knew she was thrilled at the thought of being wanted, particularly by me. But I could see Mel shrinking into her seat. She didn't like this at all. Our date went on in mostly.