A long night of talking led to some lightkissing and hugging.Her entry into her journal explained:"Left the mixer with Brad last night. What a night.... I thought I couldsneak in before breakfast. Sadly, I was greeted at the door by Leigh,Jen, and Kate. I was busted ha ha. I had to tell the girls whathappened. They all suspect that I am holding back. They are convincedthat Brad and I had sex last night."New Beth still found it hard to believe that Old Beth had fell for Bradso quickly and. He threw my panty in my face and said here hurry up, and get dressed. First, your husband has been told to go buy you a milking machine. He has been told to hook you up for a half hour in the morning and a half hour before bed every day. You are to stay braless until you start to produce. As you tits become engorged you may go back to your old bras, no new bigger one. Next starting right now you are going to start an affair with Brad. Send him flirting texts. Meet him at his truck starting. I want to write about what happened after that they I knew I'm different from the other boys. Since that day I'm afraid to go in their house but I couldn't tell my family what's going on that's why I couldn't completely don't go there because my mom would find out something is wrong and I didn't want anyone else knows about me and them. One weekend my parents wanted to go to a party and I needed to stay at home I didn't know they are told Jacob( X,s brother) to come check if I needed anything.. He had never possessed a female before. Her mind was so... different. She saw the world differently than he did. She was thinking about a hundred different things at the same time. Would he still respect her if she let him? What if she got pregnant? Should she have brought along some condoms?.. no, that would make her look like a slut. If they did it, should she let him keep her panties as a trophy? She would if he insisted, but they were an expensive, almost new set that matched her bra and.