‘Yes, my baby girl likes daddy’s tongue in her hole.’ Then he told me to look at his hard cock. ‘Daddy needs to put his cock in your fuck hole....’ ‘It will hurt the first time but soon you will love daddy fucking you.’ His cock was big and hard but I was fascinated by all daddy was doing to me so I was sure I would love the cock in my fuck hole. He then spread my legs and got on top of me putting his cock at the entrance to my hole. ‘Relax and let daddy’s cock in your hole then I will make you. But please don't ask me about Ken or why I did it. I don't want to even think about him, and certainly not talk about him. And I have no reasonable excuse for what I did. I'm just consumed with hate for myself, for the evil that overtook me, for what I've done to you." But, Beth. Surely you know why you did it? Something must have been going through your head at that time?" Now I was pleading, with my voice breaking."Don't you think I've asked myself that a thousand times. Lying awake at night,. I was not sure what was happening but I sure was not going to complain either or stop it. As I sat there I could feel her rubbing my leg so I took my hand and started playing with her hair. As the show on the TV ended I told her I was going to go to bed but she started begging me to watch a movie with her since she wasn’t tired yet so I did. Carrie got up and put in a horror movie and came back and laid back down like before and we started watching the movie. About five minutes into the movie. ’ Nodding, ‘I understand, Matt. And you have no reason to worry about Daisy.’ He gave a short, bitter snort, ‘Hell, she’s the only that’s safe.’ Matt sent Jake a look of understanding, ‘I know you had a tough time of it, bud. You’re dad was one of the meanest drunks I’ve crossed, and I know that affected you.’ He shook his head, ‘Hell, you shut all of us out.’ Jake shot up out of his chair. He walked to look out the window and focused on breathing, focused on picturing Daisy’s face. ‘She keeps.