”“But foreplay? Hand work? Oral?” he was intrigued.“Most of them wanted me to suck them off, and I suppose I got used to that. It gave me a fe...eling of power – their pleasure was totally under my control. Some came in my mouth even though I told them I didn’t like that. Their power play I suppose. I would spit it out all over them. They used to come on me as well. It seemed to give them extra pleasure, spraying me with their come. That did little for me. Not many wanted to go down on me, and of. When you gointo a sort of stand-by mode, you can feel that your body is... well,your body. But when I was playing video games by myself that evening, Ifound something peculiar.My hands seemed to be switched, or my legs too long, or my lips too big.It was as if my body was off, that I had stumbled into someone else'sbody for a brief second, long enough for my memory to find itcomfortable, only to return and not recognize my own body. Or even thatmy mind was detaching itself from my body, to get. She appeared a little apprehensive and unsure, but she didn't flinch. One motion at a time, I gently took the arm she was propped upon and laid it flat on the bed, prompting her to recline on her side. I touched her hips and nudged her to lie flat on her back, which she did, smiling indulgently and watching me closely. I leaned forward a little more and put my right hand on her cheek, then I slipped my left arm under her neck. Cradling her in the best romantic style of the movies, I held her. ” Zofeya looked down at her feet.“She seems to have caned lots of naughty girls in her time, and we discussed your recent behaviour. I asked if she would discipline you for me and she has agreed.” Ms. Caldwell waited for her daughter to respond.“Mummy, I don’t want to be spanked,” Zofeya Caldwell pleaded.Diane nodded.“I know, sweetie, but that’s the choice. No holiday with your friends, grounded, no mobile phone for a month or you can spend a little while with Pauline, and we’ll see how that.