My second child was inside the bounds of matrimony and a full nine months after the reality of a church attended wedding.My husband was away on a subs...titute deputy sheriff job over to the fairgrounds for the firearms sale and trade get together open to one and all. Anyone over the age of eighteen could boy a rifle in our county including those mean-looking assault rifles that everyone wanted because they seemed so accurate and deadly.My daddy had taught me it wasn’t the speed of your draw or. As if the ribbons weren'tenough, I was sucking my own semen out of a dirty sock. Why was Idoing this to myself? Why couldn't I control the lust I had to abasemyself at Jen's feet? Why was I more turned on by this degradationthan I ever was before? I went to sleep that night with the ribbons on, the anklet in mymouth, and a massive hard on.Sunday came and I sat at home anxiously hoping for Jen to arrive. Itwas mid-afternoon and I was pacing the floor, afraid to leave and missher should she. Then I wondered about you. Then I had a drink and watched TV. Then I took a shower and went to sleep. Her eyebrows went up. Yeah, just the one. I really didnt feel like more than that. Kind of surprised myself. But I remembered that it didnt help my wondering about you or anything else, and the one taste was nice but — He shrugged his broad shoulders. It was all I wanted. Another one sounded good till I said it out loud and didnt believe it — this time. Your turn. Remember what I told you I. She was a very beautiful girl with a perfect body. Reluctantly I tucked her in and turned off the light and went to my own bed. My first thoughts were to take her home and fuck her drunken brain out but seeing her lying there helpless I had changed my mind.It was 11 in the morning when she made her appearance in the kitchen. She had a shower for I had heard it running then she had found my dressing gown and joined me downstairs."Morning," I said brightly."Mmm," she replied.She sipped her coffee.