He had seen her partially dressed more time than he could count. Yet now he saw her in a new light. She seemed to glow. There was a ... sexuality that... he was sure wasn’t there before.“Undo the other buttons!”“John,” Jamie exclaimed, slurring her words, “The other camp is just through those trees. They might see me!” Her eyes scanned the thin row of trees. She could clearly see the back of the Comstock’s RV.“Undo the Gawddamit buttons!” John slurred.“You are naughty, John,” Jamie giggled as she. I know everything can’t always be wonderful. Sometimes it’s good, sometimes it’s better,” Diana says.“We’ve only done it twice,” I remind her about her lack of experience, “Is there anything I could do to actually make it wonderful for you?”Diana bites her lip, reminiscent of her mother. “Well, I mean, maybe…”“This is what I meant,” I point out. “If you don’t talk to me, I can’t know what you want. You already shared your most secret dream with me and it’s become reality. There’s no reason why. It was hard to say goodbye after the amazing time we had but somehow we did and life went on we saw each other on the sly as often as we could but I was growing impatient to just be with her and to hell with everyone else… She invited me over to meet her Mom and though I was a little leery I went to meet her at their house she was a gorgeous graceful incredibly beautiful woman I was stunned at first but her casual smile and wonderful personality put me at ease she sent Carly to make us some ice. It was a gift he was giving. Still she was confused. She looked up into those warm green eyes to read his emotion and what she found was vaguely familiar. The pain in them, and something like defeat in the slope of his shoulders, was what she had seen that afternoon in the bar as he cried for her. Later he had explained that it was her that he wept for. ‘I saw something beautiful being broken,’ he had said and now she was the one witnessing a break of some kind. it confused her, made her feel.