She bit her lip nervously, the cute dimples of her face reflecting brightly and she played with her strawberry blonde hair as if it was helping to hid...e her anxiety.“Hi”. She said, girlishly.“Hi”. He replied. They paused awkwardly before laughing, giving them both a second to decide whether they could really do this.He stepped forward, taking both her hands in his, their fingers interlocked as if to ensure neither could let go.“Darling we don’t have to do this if you don’t want to”.“No...” her. ”“You say the most wonderful things!” she agreed, “But can youn take me with all my frailties and impediments?” she asked.“My dear as long as you can lay back and spread your legs for me I shall be well content,” I confirmed, “And if you are indisposed no doubt Dawkins will lay for me in your stead.”“Shall you Dawkins?” Miss Rochester asked anxiously.“No indeed I shall not,” she asserted robustly.“I do believe your resolve will weaken,” I suggested, “For it cannot be easy to find a new station. Looking at the clock it was just after seven, I was picking CJ (I wonderwhat the initials stand for) up just after nine, so I started my morningroutine, toilet, shower, douche, body oil, moisturizer, hand cream,decide what to wear, this was a problem, how was I to present myself,soon I had the bed covered in discarded outfits everything from dresses,skirts, slacks, jeans, tops, then I decided to do what I should have donefirst that is to look outside to see what the weather was like ?. I looked between my legs. Having never examined any other males since we used to run around naked in nursery I couldn't know how I compared, but maybe I'd soon find out.I dressed carefully, clean socks, newly pressed trousers, newly ironed shirt. I carried my Dr Marten shoes downstairs and gave them a proper spit polish with parade gloss, they came up like glass, as shoes should.At 6:30 my mum & dad hadn't arrived home, so I composed a note and left it one the kitchen table before setting off.