Our skin, while it is the largest organ of a human body, covers up tons of more interesting stuff. Because we were together so much, I got to see some... of what was under her skin.I heard about where she grew up, and how her own father was abusive to her mother. That was one reason she asked to do her novice period at St. [redacted]. She knew how the kids at the shelter felt. It was also why she joined the army just as soon as she didn’t have to have parental consent to do it. She didn’t take any. I trembled in anticipation of what was to be, my buttocks felt like theywere burning already but I was also excited. My Pavlovian reflexproduced an erection which painfully tented my knickers. I dropped myskirt and folded it carefully as I had been instructed to do and took upposition facing the cross with my arms and legs extended.Mrs Cashmore secured my ankles and wrists to the cross and the closenessof her body caused me to become further aroused.The sting of the cane on my buttocks was. He fit perfectly into my mouth, and I felt the shame come back again. Sucking cock was one of my favorite things to do, and under different circumstances I could see where this would have been enjoyable. I ran my tongue around the ridge of his head, and then sucked him in deep. I heard him groan in apparent delight and I continued sliding my lips tightly down his shaft, making it slick with my hot saliva. I closed my eyes and pretended he was someone else, anyone but my rapist, in the hopes. It's nice but not really important. I have your heart and that is what's important. I will not let it go." I leaned down just a little to give her a kiss.We sat on the couch and enjoyed being together. It was, I decided, a worthwhile way to spend the afternoon. We dozed.It was around four when I heard Dollars say, "Ben, you need to move. I want to start supper." Ben meowed but she picked him up and gently moved him to one side of her. She stood. I looked up her and then stood myself and.