"I can explain, darling," Cheri said. "It is like the ultimate servitude. You are just a toy. You are serving someone so well that they feel that they... can use you, without shame or embarrassment, just to get themselves off. It's... Maybe I can't describe it. You'll know it when you feel it." Have you felt it?" Karen asked."No, but I'm confident that I will soon," she replied happily.Soon, they were ready, and the maids escorted Karen into me.Whereas Cheri was willingly led into the room and to. I stood and looked at the middle aged man who was standing there, he smiled and i'm not sure what the expression on my face was but it certainly didn't resemble a smile ! The smile went from his face and i was asked if i was alright, i nodded and said that i was just about to leave, his smile returned and he said but what about our fun ? I explained that it had been a mistake and i was sorry that i had given him the impression that i was interested in having fun, but i really didn't want to be. She was plainly delighted to see me but also seemed nervous and apprehensive. So much so, in fact, that I could not elicit a clear explanation of the problem but I gathered that it was something to do with a Dr Laura Stone, whoever she was. As Elspeth drove me the short distance home her agitation seemed to ease but she kept looking at me rather more often than was consistent with safe driving, and as we turned the last corner before my house she hit the kerb quite hard."Careful," I. ." she swallowed hard enough so I could hear it over the phone."Yeah, well, I am a boy kinda." Yeah, that's what I mean, if you're sort of a boy then um, I was thinking about, uh..." Julie paused for a couple heartbeats. "I was thinking about kissing you."I think she was holding her breath, maybe wondering if I'd laugh at her or just hang up."I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that..." she was apologizing quickly and I cut her off."It's okay," my heart was beating faster. "I was um, thinking.