He arrived at Ana’s bedroom door his trusty fairly thick yellow-brownish in hand. When he opened the door Ana’s back was to him and she was sheath...ed in her old white with red stripe sequined high school majorette uniform. It fit her like a glove high on the leg with her hiney cheeks as she called them rounded and delineated.“I was sent up here to cane your seat.”He would be adding a different set of ride stripes he quipped to her.Christian crooked one finger, stepping back and turning the girl. It was fun for me to still go there and see a new guy invited who was a few years behind me at school and outside of my radar back then. They suddenly became very attractive with an extra couple of years on them. There was no shortage of guys at Uni willing to get involved in our parties, with a fresh supply starting each year. It turned out that my girlfriend was very much like me in spirit and sexuality, but had not had the opportunity to exploit it when living in a small country. Even the women she considered close friends had deserted her and she was left to live a life that on the one hand was filled with a stream of humanity wanting only one thing from her and on the other shunned, alone and friendless, living a life of emotional solitude, guilt and blame for what she had become. Her other constant companion was hopelessness for it had long become evident that her son and husband held nothing for her but utter contempt.She had also considered running away, but where. ”I hung up the phone and sat down to run my speech through my head a few times. I just knew that I was going to break down like a baby when I gave Ryan the news. He’d found me and taken my life in a direction. I knew that I needed to be a musician, even more than a coach. I also knew that Boise needed music in the worst way.I went back to the living room to find my naked wives feeding my daughters and chatting about logistics.“After we see my parents, we can just drive right to the airport..