My first fantasises revolved around my mother and like many sons I used her knickers to fuel my teenage masturbation. Even when I got married my desir...es didn't stop and my mother in law became the new object of my lust. Thus as I got older, so did the age of those I fantasised about. My mother in law is now in her 60's but still turns me on and I still have the odd wank thinking about my Mum who is 71.However all just fantasy until recently.Finding myself jobless after 20 years doing the same. It was entirely possible that the guy would realize he was cross-dressed without the concealing shadows of the bar. Fortunately, there was nothing but hunger in the man’s eyes as Norm locked the door.Norm sat his purse down on the edge of the sink – and after a brief moment of worry for his stockings – dropped down to his knees. It was the easiest way to keep the man from pawing at him and discovering that his small breasts were falsies, or knocking his short, black wig askew.“You don’t mess. And I saw Maddie walk in."Hey," I said."Hey yourself," Maddie said.I sat there, not sure what to say. It felt kind of awkward.And then without a word she climbed into bed and wrapped the covers around herself."Are you okay?" I finally said. I felt awkward and not really sure what the fuck to say."Yeah. I'm sorry. About earlier. Like that was weird. I didn't, you know, mean to act that way towards you," Maddie said."Act what way?" I said kind of awkwardly.She laughed."Oh. Do you always kiss. .. willst du das? Willst du mit mir schlafen?" Zur Antworthatte ihm Sabine den Rücken zugedreht und gesagt: "Nein. Will ich nicht." Natürlich hatte er sie sofort in Ruhe gelassen, ihm wäre nicht im Traum eingefallen, es an dem Abend noch einmal zu versuchen.Am nächsten Abend hatte er wieder gefragt und wieder dieselbe vernichtende Antwort bekommen. Da hatte er sie dann gefragt, ob etwas wäre. Nein, es sei nichts, hatte sie geantwortet, sie habe nur einfach keine Lust. Enttäuscht war er neben.