As we walked along the path, holding hands and the odd cheeky squeeze of each other, we walked across the field where we found a secluded spot in the ...sunshine behind a bush. We laid out the picnic blanket and sat down, getting out the drinks and tubs of food in the cool bag. We poured our drinks and lit the joints and had a smoke. It was so relaxing and peaceful and the best was yet to come. Once we had smoked our joints, we started kissing, my tongue rolling around Maxine's tongue as our hands. The cockroaches know that time is running out for them. They are dirty players and very determined and cunning from everything I’ve seen and heard about them. The chances of a smooth run at University are minimal,” Jason said sadly.“Jason you have been running at an unsustainable pace ever since your wife’s death and need to wind down. Harry and Cassius are also trying to take the pressure off you and make you realize that the future is not entirely dependent on you alone solving all their. “I have wanted to believe…” “Believe it. Know it. I love you, Colby.” “And I love you, Justin.” But he was shaking his head, looking serious. “The fact that we love one another does not change the face that I…I can’t give you what it is you need.” “And what is it you think I need?” “A normal man.” “A normal man? I couldn’t settle for a normal man. Not after you.” “Colby, you know what I mean.” His eyes were suddenly stern as they reached deeply into her wide and needy ones. “You have a right to. Quickly she gathered her things and rushed out of the library, suddenly desperate to get home.'You are quiet this evening,’ Naeem said after they had both prayed and eaten. ‘Is everything okay?’ Farida felt herself burn with guilt under Naeem’s concern-filled gaze and she forced herself to smile, ‘I’m fine and nothing is wrong. It’s just my university is work getting to me I guess.’ Well, at least that bit is truthful, she thought. ‘You push yourself too hard. We’ve all told you that we will.