I am absolutely and verily enjoying and taking pleasure in this.To be honest with you—on the other hand—at times I do wish that I am dead. Every i...nch and consummately dead. Dead like those two boys, Cooper and Vaughn, whose deaths I am responsible for. I didn't mean to do it. I just did it unwillingly and forcedly. That is what always happens when I break the rules. That is how things always end up whenever I become a little bit stupid and stubborn and yielding and careless. Awful and. We lay there untangled flat on our backs I had my arm shading my eyes from the sun when George said I haven’t had sex with a woman in over 3 years, I couldn’t resist and said or you’re gay then and laughed until I almost peed myself. George said let’s eat then I’ll show you gay, I stood up and said promises, promises as I ran down into the lake to wash off the smell of sex and sweat. I wasn’t going to sit near him smelling all sweaty. We were eating the chicken salad on rye with Swiss cheese. Neither of us had a taste for coffee. We would have a lot to learn about each other. We ate our breakfast leaning over the table and talking again about nothing and everything. We were slowly getting to know about each other.We finished eating and Amy said, "I'm horny and I want you. Get me to our room or I will make a scene here in the restaurant." She grinned. I paid and left a tip. We ran out to the car laughing. I drove straight to the motel and our room. It hadn't been made so I hung the. She knew that this could be painful, so she moved very slowly andgently, holding Victor firmly by the hips she gradually began tothrust. Once she had a rhythm going, she slipped her hand back to theremote on her belt and pressed a button. Deep inside Victor's bottom,the anal transducer that had been implanted the night before began toemit signals directly into Victor's nervous system. At first thesignals were very weak, but they grew slowly in strength. Jayne didn'twant Victor to realise that.