It was the feeling of living a meaningless life, and knowing your body, mind, and soul were being used and debased by someone who I thought I could tr...ust. It was a feeling of being defenseless, helpless, hopeless.“I pretended like we were an ordinary father-daughter family living in an ordinary quiet neighborhood, keeping busy with work and school, just like everyone else around us. I took up a routine, trying to forget the pain, trying to hold together by thinking about my Mom.“I would often. A bead chain connected each clamp about 18” long.A cucumber about 11” long and 2” in diameter.Two packs of hot dogs, eight dogs per package.Two sets of handcuffs.Two blindfolds.Two gags with a rubber 3” penis about 1-1/2” in diameter in the middle.The last item June removed from the sack was the riding crop she had saved from her riding lessons. She held it up in front of the two girls.“This is for my use should either of you hesitate, beg or refuse to obey my orders quickly. It may look meek,. Wearily but with enthusiasm I make my way down to the lobby to meet the taxi.I was disappointed when he had to go away so soon after our assignation, but he has called me whilst he was away, and I hear on the grapevine that he is back. I look at the phone, hesitating – he must be tired, or I’m sure he would have let me know. I can’t resist calling, and hear the weariness in his voice but he agrees to come over. I have his welcome all planned, and wait on the beach for him, knowing we won’t be. Unlike Professor Rasul, apparently. Good day.”He directed some admonishments and threats in Arabic at the curtain and then left us. The Khafama stayed put, but I didn’t care.Well, that was the start of a rather intense week. Not only did we get started revisiting the basics of economics, but I also took the liberty of figuring out how she was doing with her other subjects. That wasn’t as bad as I feared: her English was fine, even if it sounded annoying, her French was better than mine will.