What is going on here? ‘Sorry for the sweats and hat, I just haven’t made it to the shower yet today,’ she said, making it clear that she wasn�...�t really sorry, just apologizing out of common courtesy. ‘Not a problem!’ I said, thinking, she could wear a burlap sack and it would look fabulous… ‘Oh, trust me, if I had known that I was going to run into YOU, I would have put some serious effort into getting ready before heading out,’ she said, dripping with innuendo. Although it took every iota of. He laid me down on my back and lifted my legs. He spit a gob on my asshole and started rubbing it in. More spit and he was pushing his middle finger up my ass. Relax Robin takes it up the ass all the time I know what Im doing Ill be gentle. As I laid there I tensed up unable to protest or move. Now I could answer the question many men ask about rape victims WHY DONT THEY FIGHT? Its a sense of helplessness pure and simple. Here was an alpha male towering over me about to fuck me and I couldnt do. John had never been one to drop a lot of money in a strip club, but recently went with some friends, and had made a genuine friend out of one of the dancers, a lovely blonde with the stage name Azure.He had been a gentleman and kept his hands to himself, he had not paid her for a lapdance or a private dance, but had just talked to her when she stopped by.John was tall and in shape, 6'2" and around 215 pounds, and was twenty-five years old. He was a decent looking guy, he didn't date ugly women,. I was getting a little scared about us by nighttime. I nervously asked him if he wanted me to sleep in his room. He said I could if I wanted to. I wanted so badly to hear him say yes but at least he didn’t say no. I wasn’t about to say no to him. I fell asleep in his warm, firm arms. Sunday at breakfast I had a terrible revelation. He had said that he would trust me in this relationship. Was he waiting for me to make a move Did he want me to take control of him I would never be able to give.