I felt like I was falling in love with a boy I had just met. “This is hard,” I told him, “and I don’t want to hurt you. So please, bear with ...me.” “Nothing you can say or do would ever hurt me. You’re not capable of that. I can see it in your eyes.” I looked into his eyes and he looked back into mine earnestly. I spun from him and looked away at the opposite side of the auditorium. I was breathing hard, the intensity of our acting was getting to me. “You don’t understand,” I said, tears. While I've got you on the line, Evelyn,” she said, “I have another engagement you may be interested in. In an indirect way, it's related to what we've just been talking about. I have a regular client called Mr Harris whose daughter is starting out on a career as a fashion designer. Mr Harris is divorced and not speaking to his ex-wife and he would like one of our girls to accompany him to his daughter's first show since graduation. Would you be interested in that?”“I can't see the connection,. I don't really have anywhere to go unless I luck out to get a spot in a shelter somewhere. My family got evicted from our home three years ago after dad lost his job. We were staying in this really crappy travel trailer that had no heat and barely kept the rain out. One night he brought home some really sleazy men that he said would keep me and my brother all warm. We had blankets, but he told us we were big kids now and our little sisters needed them to stay warm. They were too small for these. I could tell from the way that my view of my legswas blocked that I had a pretty hefty chest, and couldn't wait to findout just how big these hooters were. Wait a minute, what was I thinking? Had my mind altered so much already that I was not only accepting what had been done to me, but also liked the idea? When Ifound that I could move once again, I got up from the now blank screenon my computer and walked to the vertical mirror on my door.The first thing I saw were the shoes on my feet,.
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