All his close friends know about our affair as we went for movies or on picnic many times together in groups.As this is our routine to meet at apartme...nt twice a week so I had all the knowledge of sex and even we had watched many porn together as there is cd player and television at apartment.As I told you that after graduation sumeet moved to another city and breakup with me. And that’s why I feel very lonely and depressed because I love him badly and he easily moved on.After college I started. After considerable thought, she had splurged and bought two beautiful steaks, foregoing the meatloaf bit as definitely not being up to the occasion. She had fractured her budget, but somehow she'd balance it out, or maybe her alimony check might be early this month... if it came at all. Anyway, she wasn't going to think about that. They were going to have baked potatoes and tossed salad, and just to be on the safe side, she had bought a bottle of good red wine. Moreover, she'd decided to dress. But it was al an act, and within a few days he was back to treating her very shabbily again.The month ended, things never really got better between them, and Brianna threw him out.That was in mid-January, 2018. Brianna came over crying that night, because any breakup is painful, even when you’re the one initiating the breakup. She fell into my welcoming arms, and into Rod’s arms too, for several days. Rod and I were both very gentle and loving toward her. She appreciated that, and she loved. I was feeling really hungry, asit had been two nights since I had anything to eat. Also not tomention relieving my self how was I going to do that?I laid down on the bed and started thinking what I was going todo when Mary came to let me out, I had all these great ideas ofjumping her or tackling her and tying her with her robe. All thethinking I must have dozed off as I awoke there was a plate and aglass of milk as well as some pills with a note. It said Davidplease don't be mad at me but I do.