We got no help from the limp-dicks at our own State Department. Seems like the closest that any of those idiots ever got to a fire fight was on their ...X-Box.Corporal Kidd was a terrific guy and everyone thought highly of him. He was a dedicated family man with a wife and child at home in London Kentucky. He was also our de facto chaplain. Believers or not, every man in the platoon stopped and gathered around when Kidd took off his helmet and dropped to his knees on the rocky soil and asked God. Their replies were almost instant and all three agreed to the meet with details to follow.Without Karen's knowledge I made arrangements for the activities of the night, I contacted a farmer I had used before to hire his barn and planned to invite all the bikers plus Cleve, Ray and Sonia. Karen invited Carol and her family. They were all advised to be there by 7.00 pm on the night in question.On the Wednesday prior to the party, Judd the Dom from Liverpool arrived at my home and was introduced. .. I... I never knew... I mean, how could I know... FUCK!”“What?”“You just... you just have a way of fucking up my world.” She stormed out of my room.Well now, I felt like shit. I didn’t know why but I did. I laid in bed, still naked, my mind racing, analyzing what had just happened and what I had been feeling the last couple of years. I came to the realization that my anger and now, control, was because I had been in love with her and she not only didn’t return the feelings but also treated me. They follow from a distance as she goes to her car . she knows they are there and quickly gets to her car an goes about her way home . relieved that she does not have to deal with them any more she goes home back to the safty of here one bedroom apartment . as she gets out of her car she is greeted by the typical comments from the neighborhood thugs who wish they could have just a few minuets of her time alone though they are too scared to show it , the fact is they think she is hot but they.