“I don’t know how to,” Betty replied. A guy slipped out of a viewing room at the back of the store and walked passed us. “What’s back there?...” Betty asked, looking at the row of five doors. “Those are private viewing rooms,” I replied. “Come on,” Betty said, grabbing my hand in hers. “I don’t know,” I replied, pretending like I didn’t want to go where she was leading me. The door had a sign that read, “One dollar a minute, ten minutes for five dollars and twenty minutes for ten dollars.” Betty. We talked and had video chat once and then decided to meet. We fucked our partners in the same room at same time. This was the first incident that opened the kinky side of sex world. In the next meet, we exchanged partners and had sex with each others’ girls. This scratched off many fantasies from the list. Public sex was off the list too, because we had sex in many outdoor locations like parks, theatres, public rest rooms, trial rooms, in car in a highway etc etc.Couple of things were left in. Mel came in and said that Mom and Dad had gone to a neighbors to play cards and thought we could play around a little. She crawled into bed with me. When she did she put her hand under my pillow. She got a puzzled look on her face and lifted it up and pulled out her panties. OH OH busted. She asked what I was doing with them. I said "Nothing"She asked "Have you been jerking off to my panties."I just nodded my head yes.She asked if I liked the smellI nodded yes again.She said I didnt have. I longed to hear his steady breathing, in the still of the night, and feel his warmth next to me. Except this time, I wanted him under the blanket. Under the blanket, with me.I forced myself to stop, and be objective. What could come of this? I asked myself. Nothing good, myself answered. Things like this aren’t done, and aren’t done for a good reason. Maybe we just never hear about the times it works, my mind said. Maybe we just hear about the bad ones. Maybe it works, hundreds of times..