" I said. "Hell, why not, let's do it!" OK then, go to the bathroom and take a shower. Meanwhile I willgo look for the stuff we need." This is startin...g out pretty kinky," I thought to myself in theshower. But I didn't really care what the heck, this wassomething wild and crazy, something I had often fantasized aboutbut never experienced before in my life. I got out of the shower,dried myself off and opened the bathroom door. I was speechless.Andrea stood there, wearing a very short, tight black. He was only concerned about his own needs and feelings – then he was gone.”“Gone?”“He had cancer and it took him fast.”“Oh! Sorry I asked.”“No need to apologize. I was over him long before he became sick, so his death merely finalized our relationship. I know that sounds harsh and heartless, but it’s the truth. I’ve lived for years without the love and attention I wanted and needed. Now that I’m in my late thirties, I feel like I’ve been cheated and I may never have a chance to recover those. Laura’s memory managed to filter into his dreams several times a year, namely on their wedding anniversary, 18th June, on his birthday, 20th July, her birthday, 13th October and today, 22 November, the anniversary of her death.He inhaled the fragrance of her perfumed hair and the sensual taste between her legs. His daughter Cathy, who could be the younger twin of Laura, quite often liked to substitute for her in bed with her dad.Lying between Laura’s legs he enjoyed the rocking motions of their. ”“I just hope I have enough bullets to ward off all the guys who will want to fight me over you,” he teased.Katie giggled and asked, “Are you really armed?”Tyler pulled on the left leg of his pants to partially expose the ankle holster underneath. “I am required to carry whenever I am in public,” he told her.“Oh, I’m fine with it,” she said. “A nine-millimeter?”Tyler raised an eyebrow and said, “Yeah, a Beretta. You know guns?”Katie thought about her answer and then said, “A bit. Growing up in.