First, hindsight is 20/20 and who knows how things would have turned outif they started differently. Second, I'm not exactly a safe relationshipbet m...yself. It would take a really self-aware, open and confident man todate me. To be fair, the best choice for me is to avoid relationships.I like extreme sex and being a slut and flirty and decadent to such anextent that even if the guy starts out having respect for me, he'll loseit eventually. You can only have so much respect for a girl when. I walked beside her with her explaining how things worked and her showing me what to do. We wandered around the rooms, passed the men who were sat there. If they wanted a drink or a chat or a grope they would stop us and tell us.In the place there are a couple of smaller, quiet rooms that just have big arm chairs and tables, Autumn calls them the quiet rooms; and one big room that has the bar, smaller chairs and tables, and a small stage.The first time that a man called Autumn over I saw that. I began to lick her pussy as she removed her bra. She said enough with the licking so i moved up, sucked on her hard nipples, and then passionetly kissed her again. She said "Fuck Me Mikey, Fuck Me Hard". I obliged her and inserted my cock into her pussy, driving it in to the hilt. I then backed out almost all the way, with her moaning as i did so, and rammed it in again. This was my 3rd time ever having sex. I stayed on top of her and continued to ram my cock in and out, in and out, in and. I got out the prostate dildo and remote control. She gently eased the dildo inside me - I showed her the button to make me hard – she pressed it “Wow that’s great – so this is how Mum controlled you?” “Yes but it is what I wanted” I replied. “So can I be in control now” she said and at the same time pressed the cum button. At the time she was astride me looking at my cock which spurted all over her face and budding breasts. She turned and smiled at me “I think you already are my darling” I.