I knew I would lose not only Christine but ourdaughters and our home. But I did not understand so I asked, "Why thepanties?"Christine laughed. "Why?... You - Peter the mansplainer - need to ask me- Christine a simple woman - why?"I knew Christine had thought this through before she answered me so Istarted to take off my clothes as she explained:"Firstly to remind you who wears the trousers in our relationship and itis clear to me that you infidelity was in fact a cry for help;Secondly because I. Follow me. She led me around the side of the building. I didn't see a washroom. Vanessa sat on a retaining wall. Sit next to me I want to show you something. Rub your pussy just above your clit. I watched Vanessa and started to do the same thing. When you start to feel you need to rub your clit or pussy lips instead piss. I watched her for a bit and joined in. I did feel like I wanted to rub one out. I kept rubbing above my clit hard and pissed. It did feel good, much better then when I pissed. We talked. You pried. You asked me what we should do. I was paralyzed in thought, “can I really go through with this”? The look you gave me stunned, it was mesmerizing. It practically begged for the response you wanted. My cock was now rock hard, but I just couldn’t do it. I told you we should just talk, and that is what we did. For the next four hours, we lay half-naked on your bedroom floor bantering back and forth about who-knows-what. I remember falling asleep for about thirty minutes. The concern was that if Greece fell, Cyprus would be in the jaws of the pincer between Europe and North Africa, including Egypt.The problem for Mary and I’s team was that Cummings’ whereabouts had not been clearly identified as he hadn’t reported into New Scotland Yard since last Friday, nor had he returned to his home address over the past couple of nights, although several options for where he might be were suggested. We had to split up into smaller teams to ensure that we hit all the known.