" When you're ready to do this, you'll have to clean up a bit." You weren't like this before. Are you taking it too?" You're just delaying now. But it...'s all your time, so fuck it. If you want to get your grievances on record, I'm sure it'll make for some amusing viewing later on. But you know we'll have to start over again when it's time. And maybe I won't be so kind with the chaser."Panic. " Please. Jesus. Just give it to me clean. I don't deserve this. Are you getting it clean? Are you on. But um... sometimes it's a faceless nameless man. And um... usually he scares me first, Sir. He drags me by the hair kicking and screaming. And it's often outdoors where others may see... He calls me a stupid whore cunt or something similar, Sir, and tells me he is going to rape my sorry ass. I usually scream and try to fight at first but I am mostly ashamed because he will soon find out I am as wet as anything. He calls me a dumb horny whore and slaps my breasts. Then he throws me over a rock. Rose sits opposite me. I look at her face and see how pretty she is. We eat breakfast and make small talk."I am pleased you turned up," she says slowly."I am too," I tell her."Not just for that," she says."What then?" I ask, looking her in the eye."I am moving at the end of the week and it is nice to say farewell to old acquaintances," she says."When you tell me that it makes me feel the same way," I tell her and continue by asking where she will be living."Saudi Arabia," Rose replies."That's. She was glad that Hester had decided to come for a visit but she was painfully aware that it would severely strain her meager budget. She took the offered money gratefully. The rest of the trip back to her tiny apartment was uneventful, as Hester talked the entire way. Carrie learned that her father had basically written her out of the family, declaring that he had lost his daughter forever and that only a miracle could ever bring her back home. He had taken to blaming her for everything that.