"No, Mistress," Amber said, her voice laced with uncertainty. "I am afraid I can't. I don't understand it, but I'm afraid. Not afraid for myself, but ...afraid of losing her, and I don't know why." Amber," I asked. "Back in the restaurant, when you summoned me, you weren't concerned for yourself, were you?" No, master, I knew you would protect me if anything happened, but I was afraid to let it get to that point. I was afraid..." her voice trailed off without finishing the thought."You feared for. Bastard. He had me going for a minute there. When the girl, whose name I now knew to be Ella, and I exited the bathroom a few minutes later after taking the opportunity to freshen up. We looked around for a while in the lighter side of the club and found the two guys were nowhere to be seen. We walked out to the darker side of the club and I was pulled to one side and thoroughly kissed by the mystery person. In the dark, all I knew was they were tall, strong, smelled of man. Definitely a man,. To all intent and purpose you are mine and there is nothing you can do about it.I move from one side of the bed to the other, just to look at you from a different angle. Your ass is high on the bed, your legs apart; it is all I can do to stop myself forcing myself into you there and then. Tonight is all about control and although that’s the way it may end up, we will be taking a long journey to get there.Across on the dressing table are laid out all of the implements and objects I intend to. Nobody would match up and as for..." 'Course nobody'll match up but you'll find someone who means a lot to you in different ways and she'll fill the gap. 'Cos there is a gap. I can see the difference from when your wife was alive and 'ow you are now." Well, there's bound to be a difference when you've lost someone you love deeply and who is part of you." Part of you? Part of you? You two were like bloody vines an' I envy you. I could ask either of you a question, unless it was something.