"Oh, I see. You think I should go and be there." Looks like Ken is going to try and talk with them. You might be the friendly face they need."As soon ...as she moved away, Barnes said, "Thanks. I think she may be helped, as well." Maybe. I'm glad it's over," I said. "It will be good to know why I was a target." John, you may never be told. I hope you know that." Never? My life was in jeopardy and I don't get to know why?" I said you might," Barnes said, then gave me a little smile and whispered,. Disappointed. No fun with Carrie. No fun with Nikki. Drea got shaved... I guess that is kind of cool (it was)... and I wasn't sure about how I felt about passing up the ecstasy offer. One of the big lessons of the lifestyle was becoming evident. It is difficult to find two people that click on a sexual and consensual level. Every person you add makes this exponentially more difficult. One wife isn't into the other husband. One wife only plays with girls. Some couples do the old bait and switch,. I could be imagining the whole thing." I knew that when I said it." Stop and think, Bren! My brother may have arranged to have my sister killed, but I have no proof! Until I have damning evidence, I don't dare let any of my suspicions be known. Not to anyone."Her brown hair was an artful arrangement of braids and curls and delicate chains scavenged from Miller's own jewelry. He preferred the simple braid she usually wore; it meant he could see the fine curve of her neck.He took off his glasses. . umhh .... I am your date."I could see the shock on her face and in her eyes .... "You? you are mymystery date? oh my god .... I can't believe this .... I thought you werejust passing by and saw me here," she uttered from a seemingly agitatedstate.I put my hand on hers and said "Maybe I should just go back home, I washoping for a more positive reaction," NO no no no no.... don't you dare leave me. I am .... I don't know what iam right now. But .... I just never expected in my wildest.